Pride 2010

So Pride 2010 was 90% what I wanted it to be ... 10% missing.  That's actually pretty good considering!

 Let's start with the missing ... the missing was Nate.  I miss him and his friendship immensely.  I've long since gotten over the being in love with him part, but I do love him and his friendship ... and I fucking miss him.  I hope he had a great Pride.

Now let's go with the good ... first there's Jeremy.  Jeremy isn't something I originally expected to mean so much ... I mean ... he's awesome and I knew from the get-go there was a chemistry and a connection ... but I didn't want to need him or fall in love with him ... especially so fucking quickly ... but I have and it's scary and wonderful and intense and crazy and all kinds of other emotions I've not felt in so long I've forgotten how to properly name them!

Chris and Ross were also awesome!  Chris came from Rapid City again.  Ross is here... it was awesome to formulate a group that actually got along and liked each other ... kind of a new thing for me.  I also got to hang a bit with Sam, Alex, and Vanessa!


Overall this Pride was a lot like Pride 2009 ... it was about friendships.  But it was also about falling in love ... well, the continuing of falling in love.